Bea spends every New Year's Eve at the lake with her parents and big brother.

It is tradition.

The lake is her safe place.

The bad stuff isn't supposed to exist there.

Until one year, it does.

After an unspeakable tragedy changes her family forever, Bea grows up desperate to make sense of everyone she meets. But is there something deeper that she is really trying to understand?

Through the people who come and go in her life, Bea will confront what was lost and what was hidden to determine if the life she recalls was the one she actually lived.

Friends will ghost her. Boys will break her heart. Neighbours will open her eyes. And her brother's infuriating yet healing best friend will be an annual reminder that maybe not everything happened the way she remembers.

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